June 2010
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FATHER
i dont really know what to do anymore or what to expect from this man. hes my father! how can he possibly just do what he did? honestly i really meant no harm im sorry for being qhat you raised me to be. i dont understand, “why just me?” “why was it just ever me,ALWAYS”! now im stuck, not really sure on what to do yet,but just inhale a drug one after another. i understand...
February 2010
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ARe you really capable of actually controlling my emotions?
Its crazy to admite but he actually got me really good AGAIN. Lets see i left him to be with someone that made me really happy. He finally seen how happy i was and he couldnt take it. He took matter into his own hands and spoke nothing but lies & managed to ruin my happiness. Then he told me he wants me & only me. I oibviously...
September 2009
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ADDICTED PT.2 [ TRUE STORY]
I was feeling horrible for what i was doing, so i actually stopped. I went away again & had my time off. During that time off i didnt speak to neither my number one or my number two. But my number 2 the “badboy” never left me alone. He would send me messages & calls. I ignored both of them but when i would pick up the calls he would & on telling me how much he misses me....
August 2009
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CRUEL INTENTIONS
His heart as cold as his flesh is pale”. that was just the begining. His mind was only intrested in what women gave him. & if they never gave him what he wanted he simply just left them & found a new one. The pain & torture he caused these girls were no joke. But to him everything was a joke especially girls, he never took them seriously.
His story is simple, he has three older...
July 2009
1 post
ADDICTED [ TRUE STORY ]
I started off not caring about these boys nor there feelings. I had this going on for a while. Some avoided me, some completely erased me from there life. Which again did not faze me in any way. They were all just my toys i had loved playing with, & when i got tired of them i dropped them and always found myself a new one. Everything i was doing was for my enjoyment. At the time i did not even...