ADDICTED PT.2 [ TRUE STORY]

I was feeling horrible for what i was doing, so i actually stopped. I went away again & had my time off. During that time off i didnt speak to neither my number one or my number two. But my number 2 the “badboy” never left me alone. He would send me messages & calls. I ignored both of them but when i would pick up the calls he would & on telling me how much he misses me. Once he told me that i knew my job was done. I finally got him back. SImply because of the fact i had no feelings towards him he was just another person i never cared about. I figured now that he supposily “misses me & loves me” i should crush his heart. So that exactly where im getting at. Its a cruel punishment but i dont care, what he did was horrible. There was no way i was going to leave it the way he left it.

I lied to this badboy over & over again telling him i wanted him also. But that i couldnt take him back just because he had someone else, then he got desparate. He started telling me he was going to leave her for me…i knew i had him exactly where i wanted him. It sounds pretty “evil” you can say but noone ever said getting revenge was always so simple. There was no way i just going to stop talking to him & forget about him NO WAY! i had to make him remember me now. & till this day i am still toyign with his emotions. He left his “significant other” for me. But i never told him too, he just did it on his own. He listens to every word i say now,& i love it. Revenge is the best.

Now while i was having that going on i still had my number 1 “the best” but i stopped talkign to him & i guess he got the point. But he still thinks about me. His close ones tell me all the time. whats very amusing is that he would actually tell them to help & get everything back how it was.

Now look at my story how everything got back to just the way i wanted it. In the begining i was getting my selfish pleasure, In the the middle i was letting others control me & Now the present..hmm what can i say i guess just making everything better for me & not caring for others feelings,again.

Im not happy, this doesnt satisfy me enough. I will though make this “badboy” go through the worst pain he will ever come across.

I led him on to believe that he was someone i needed. Stilli couldn’t help but realize i really do want him and i couldn’t stand other girls wanting him. Then i thought about it is he still playing his foolish games with me? I had no other choice but to find out. A quick phone call and i got my answer. It turned out to be that he was reall “messing around” What am i suppose to think? The first thing that came ot mind was karma, but no that wasn’t it. I avoided it once again, and let it be. It was still in my mind that i still had to get my revenge.

I spoke my mind to him plenty of times about other girls and stressed that i wont talk to him if he were messing around. He came out clean and told me the truth that he had been with somone else. Once i heard that i had no emotion i just looked at him with a serious/angry look to my eyes. He quickly responded to it and apologised over and over again. This badboy thought he knew what i was capable of but he had no idea. He repeatedly told me not to do anything to get him back, & begged me to take him back. I smiled right after and lied to him and told him “i would never” that i believed him. He kissed me with such passionate kisses, but even that still didnt change my mind.

DIDNT SEE THIS COMING. He got me good, i finally figured out why i couldnt leave badboy. I mean i already had a theory but it was wrong. I actually unbeliably fell for this badboy. Thats the reason i couldnt let him go. I actually still had some of that “cold-hearted” in me, that i ruined something that made me happy. I do feel guilty but if i react that way, thats means thats something i really dont need nor want. I cant control it. I guess you can say i have a “female intuation” or whatever you want to call it. Im so upset though, and it bothers me how this cant stay that it actually has to end. Is this really happening to me. I hate feeling this way, i think too much get it gets me off focus at times. I dont want this to ever affect me. Im worth way more and i know it, his love was apparently fake. I dont need love. I got distracted by temtation. thats all. Best i can do is move on, Good by “badboy”. ON TO THE NEXT ONE